Has anything happened to you that makes you see your world in different way?

Question

Has anything happened to you that makes you see your world in different way?
Has it made you see there must be changes in your life?

Answer

The thought is just in the manner of speaking, but the truth of the question is everyday life. Things happen to people sometimes that if would happen to someone else some other time would make them think, feel and even act differently for good. There is always someothertimes and some one else or some other place for me. It is never fully me, not myself, at least not right now. I see it all and I often feel the way I should feel. I even think and plan in a bid to change it all once and for all, but nothing ever happens, not in the world I see and that I should share everyday is a new day. I always wait for the time to bring new opportunities, but in fact, and quite unknowingly, I want to forget it all under the pretexts of renewal, all the fruit of my deliberations and experience everyday. I want every new moment to reassure me for what I have been in the moment past I want every day to present to me a slate wiped clean of all the ill scores and smudges made so far, a neat and clean bill of health despite all the excesses and transgressions of the past. What more then could happen to me when I am what is happened to me always, and all the things in comparison to this happening pale into insignificance, all in eye if not entirely useless but is most of the times ineffectual. brbrThe fact of the matte is that my life is great, but do I see this? Do I appreciate my own courage, fortitude and ingenuity? Do I see that I am already making a progress? That I am doing so well in certain cases that hardly do I find anyone else doing the same? Only if I could see myself as another person, as a bystander, or as a spectator distanced from the makings of my own just on day in my own company would be enough to change my life.